whether or not we can choose to use or not to use. The feeling of powerlessness
comes from our inability to understand where our inner turmoil, pain and
suffering is coming from. It is that pain that the self- preservation mode of
our primal brain is programmed to combat. It seeks to end the suffering by
whatever method is available without considering any kind of end game
ramifications. It doesn’t care, it wants relief and it wants it now. Its job is
to protect you from threats immediately. Like fight or flight it works on
auto-pilot for survival.
The powerless feeling comes from not
knowing what the fuck is up and why.
Now if you add to all of this, an attempt
to tame the dysfunction by surrendering your will and it doesn’t work……..then
what? An even greater feeling of powerlessness because now you have been
conditioned to believe that the ONLY way that works, doesn’t work for you.
What’s left? OBLIVION and